i really dont know!

i'm a bedoon living in kuwait my whole life, my mom is kuwaiti and my father is bedoon.. when was a child i never knew am bedoon, no one told me! once in the school my classmates made fun of me (kuwaities) bcoz am bedoon and not original or something!! i was shocked and i thought its just and mistake, i came to mom crying and pissed off telling her school made a mistake, she tried to cover it for 2 years, then she told me the truth after 2 years .. my father worked soo hard to show us they we are still as same as our kuwaities cousins (my mom family) anyway! after i have finished my high school (mubarak el sabah high school) i started to seen the ugly side of being bedoon! university of kuwait didnt allow me to complete studying claims that am bedoon and i should even if my moms is kuwaiti! bedoon father should be divorced or dead soo! no education! then i stay for 2 years with no job! since am bedoon with no education! who gonna hire me? somehow i managed to get a job later (wasta vitamin) i have never seen a other country before bcoz i have no f***en passport! whatelse, yeah.. i have to pay for hospital every time. and guess what! i have no lisence to drive a car! (i should have lisence to kill now) my poss in work (kuwaiti) he halped me alot since he is a big business wasta man, he managed to get car lisence, passport (for work certificates) and i managed to continue study in arab open univ. (the only place excepting bedoon) all people i work with are foreigners and i know how they feel! some of them treat me as kuwaiti and some of them treat me worse than kuwaities.. sometime i hate kuwait, sometime i love kuwait.. all i can say is "hate or love it, be proud of who u r"

bedoon for everrr 03 Jul 2008, 12:25 - Report